What are you supposed to do when someone drifts in and takes a piece of your life?... How exactly do you numb the pain that they cause when a part of your soul is cut away?.... I do my best to try and be happy for him, but I can't hide behind smiles when it sinks in that she is taking away a very vital part of me... Ever since she came into his life, I've been pushed aside... I've been lurking in shadows .... trying to play the happy little sister is so much harder than it looks... I do everything I can to mask my breaking heart and he is so preoccupied he doesn't see that I am shattered... Maybe its supposed to be this way... I mean, I can't exactly stop him if its what he wants, I can't take away his happiness....but I won't sit back while he is hurt like the last time... and even if she doesn't leave him broken as the first did... what about what happened to my other brother?... he was so happy when he was first married....but now... I can see him withering away... he has every sign of someone with extreme stress and his wife is a crazy, overprotective, self centered, lazy b***h... She broke promises to him that she thinks we don't know about..and she tries to make us think that she is so nice and sweet when really, we all know she is a snake in the grass and is only with him because he is going to make lots of $ after a few more years of school... she treats him horribly and goes to extreme measures so that she doesn't have to work to help her family, then tries to make it look like it was an accident when we all KNOW that she had it planned all the time.... I love my brother... it cuts me to the soul when I think of all that he has to deal with from her....and it hurts me to think of his children.... I...I just can't let this happen again.... but I don't know what to do....
 Elavine · Tue Jun 19, 2007 @ 04:25am · 2 Comments |
