AND I CAN'T ******** BELIEVE I'M GOING TO HIGH SCHOOL NEXT YEAR AND MY DAD BETTER LET ME GO TO WILLIAMS!!! scream
Actually, I don't really care where I go. A small part of me wants to move. I wanna change and a new beggining sorta. Cause I really ******** up my reputation. Which is ******** lovely.
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That's how I want my avi to look.
Haha, I fixed my typo. I typed 'how' but it came out 'hoe'. rofl
I want a camera.
AND I CAN'T GET ONE OR A COSPLAY COSTUME FOR AKON NEXT YEAR BECAUSE MY DAD IS NOT PAYING ME!!! I'M OWED $200 ******** DOLLARS!!! $250 BY THIS FRIDAY!!! WHY THE HELL DID I BELIEVE I'M GETTING PAYED FOR BABYSITTING???? scream I AM SO ******** PISSED OFF!!!!!! AND HE'S MAKING ME PAY FOR MY OWN GLASSES AND CONTACTS WITH MY OWN ******** MONEY!!! BUT HE HANDS 20-INCH TVS AND DELL LAPTOPS TO MY ******** LITTLE SISTER WHO IS ******** TEN YEARS OLD AND HE HANDS MY STEPMOM CHANEL AND GUCCI TO HER ALL THE ******** TIME!!! WHY DOES HE MAKE ME PAY FOR SOMETHING I NEED ANYWAYS???? THIS IS NOT ******** FAIR!!! I AM GONNA KICK HIS a** IF HE DOESN'T PAY ME!! I'M EVEN CHARGING HIM NOT EVEN 2 DOLLARS AN HOUR!!! stressed stressed stressed okay calm down... sweatdrop I'm so pissed off right now...but yeah I still love him and I can't hate him because he's the only good parent I have...which sucks. Cause he is sooo good at manipulating people. I hope I learn from him and get that trait. But he'd better pay me or else...I'm ******** getting up at like 7 or 8 in the morning and breaking up fights with a 7 and 10 year old and chasing after a hyperactive 3 year old and at the same time trying to fix the 3 year old's speech disability...while I can be hanging out with my friends, actually sleeping, going swimming, etc. This is one long journal entry so I'm gonna go be pissed off somewhere else.
