I don't know what this is...
This feeling, if that's what you call it.
It seems like you're secluded, closed up
It seems like there's a barrier that stops me
I can't get to you!
I want to know more about you,
I want you to tell me.
I want to know what's on your mind
I want to know what you're thinking when you stare off into space.
I can't see myself without you anymore.
It's impossible to.
I don't wanna loose you and I don't want you to loose me
I can't stand it when I get ignored,
But most of all from you.
It seems that way to me.
I'm angry, I'm frustrated, I'm worried, I'm sad...
I don't know what else I'm feeling, maybe jealousy?
Why can't I explain it?
I want to get close to you.
I want to be in that barrier of yours
I want to be protected by you and that barrier.
I want to feel secure, like my feet are finally on the ground.
But I can't because I seem to be falling and I don't know why.
I'm falling away from you and it's scaring me.
And I don't want it...it's making me sad, it's making me angry.
I want you with me, and I feel lost.
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