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life is getting really hard on me.
it seems to me almost everyone around me have no problems at all,
and if they did, they had ways to get through it.
ugh. i hate whoever said life was easy.
i dont knw why they are doing this to me.. what have i ever done to them three?
all hes doing this for is MONEY. so i know now
he doesnt fcking care about a girl`s feelings
he`ll ruin her life for that one thing..MONEY.
it doesnt even have fcking feelings.
heh. what does he know about emo people anywayss
they got FEELINGS unlike him.
im so stupid for lettingmyself believe that he actually
for one TINY second cared
GRR
the groups telling me to forget about it
BUT LIKE THEY KNOW WHAT position IM IN
its like THEY dont even have more than 2 siblings,
IM the one with TWO sisters and ONE brother.
dont they think its HARD
I HAVE NEVER BEEN SPOILED IN MY FCKING LIFE
while there they are getting every fcking thing they want
yeah i know its not easy for them either but hey
they AT LEAST got it better than i do
i just dont think they know that
they dont know how hard it is
to have so many people in your family
that you cant have time for yourself
if you want something
you cant get it unless
parents get it for all your siblings..
>.> they have it good
-sighs-

so sad.
byebyepeople.<3.
-shirlee.