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Bitter Beauty's Velvet Tears
A collection of my ups, downs, and if I ever find them maybe some poetry...and probably song lyrics.
Two Steps Backward for every one step forward.
I am beginning to think I don't know anything at all. That all my problems are petty and childish and that I am too immature. The bet thing, it was so stupid. And why I let it bother me is beyond me. There are other people hurting and I haven't been there. This whole summer. I've been so wrapped in school and my own childish problems I haven't been there for them. My friends, were they hurting, and I was too absorbed in other things to care? This summer has been the most confusing yet. Old friends have suddenly popped back up into my life, and new ones are disappearing. It's like, you can't have one as long as you have the other. And...oh forget it. I am mixing all my topics and contradicting myself! But that's all that's going on in my head right now. Contradictions. I am going to go...and...try to sort through the jumble that is my brain...





 
 
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