Today...was just not my day...I was crabby, tired, and ruthless. I awoke at 11 after fighting with the urge to get up at eight in the damned morning for some reason...quit gay really. I didnt do much of anything after that besides sit on the computer for most of the afternoon until it started to rain and storm. Thats when the guy that wanted to buy one of our horses came about. I didnt exactly know he was here until I looked out the door to notice the hail clinking off of our deck and my father, acompanied by two strangers taking cover in the garage, I had a quit chuckle at that to myself. Well I thought I would stay away from that, due to the fact that I love my horses and dont want to see them go. So I sat on the recliner for about 10 minutes and decided to get off my butt and see what was going on since the rain and hail disapaited. I didnt really talk to the people, I only stood there and pet my one and only friends beside my lover, Adam.As the people were leaving I walked over to our creek and sat down, listening to the water flow away with my thoughts. When I thought myself fine, I got up and walked towards our house, trying my best to avoid my father, but it did no good. He called me over and asked if I wanted to help feed horses, I solemnly agreed...fighting back my tears I walked over there and helped him fill the small plastic tubs with grain. He asked me if I was sad. I said as quitly as I could that I was ok, we didnt work with them much anyways...In my mind I was still thinking, But I love them anyways. Well after that, I read my book and then sat on the porch waiting for Adam to come home. When he did we were greeted by my grandmother...oh joy...Adam was quit tired today from working so we were both not the happiest people....so we just watch tv the whole time. So now Im here...sitting bored...tired...and a little lonely.
 LIL_Wolf_Paw · Fri Jul 13, 2007 @ 04:44am · 1 Comments |
