Wow...I think I actually have been feeling true emotion for the first time in years...
I'm really trying hard to get over my problems, but its so much tougher than I thought it would be. I need to br more confident, take more chances, be more social and awken my emotions which have been dormant for so long.
I got My chemical romance's "three chears for sweet revenge" cd, its AWESOME.
It all started when my friend gave me my crush's AIM screename, because I'm a VERY shy person and I'm too afraid to talk in person to people I barley know. I was...well, scared at first, but I eventually IMed him. I think I like him even more now...seriously, he's THE coolest person ever. He always knows exactly what to say. When I talk to him, I feel...happy...more so than I have been ever before. Sometimes I don't like it though, it's him who awakened them, now who knows what they will do...
Well, today I got furious at one of my friends because he dissed Shadow the hedgehog. I hate him right now...
But I feel so bad, awakening my emotions means to awaken ANGER...
I never want to be angry again...but I guess, it's just apart of life. I don't want to be angry...please self....just don't let me get mad... sad
Either way, I'm happy now.. biggrin
KatsumiPanda111 Community Member 
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