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im so sad... i think im going emo again... i listen to emo songs sad songs then i started crying... then i remember bad memories... so i started crying again n then i fall asleep from exhaustion.. i started cutting. scaring my wrist.. blood trailing withing my hand, while i see my heart broken to pieces. i just can live this anymore. i cant sleep, i cant think. only bad memories of that were happy when we were together. i wish i never met anyone. i stay in the black room crying my heart out, laying in the darkness i keep, my heart in the unbreakable chains. never in my life i'll fall in love again. as i stare in the glimmering sky i hold a blade that will end my life .. hopely. i've never want to become another servant to love. i have once, now i wont let me again.