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******** ******** ******** ******** ******** ********. Rant rant rant rant rant rant! Why am I so mad right now? I can't draw, I can't write, and because of that I'm going to miss out on that contest, and I'm way better than all those ignorant ******** heads who are entering! By by $1000! And now I have the bordom syndrome where I don't want to do anything. Stupid techno music, turn to something good.

Rant rant rant rant rant rant. Has it really been three years? Wow, that is going to drain my sleeping time tonight, I just know it. Poor Feelace, my over stressed Faerie, she tries so hard to comfort me and all I do is shuve her away. And I just know tonight isn't going to be any different, oh well.

My lack of "activity" isn't helping either, but sometimes it feels good too you know. I'm out of money again, isn't that a shame? I was supposed to save from two months ago all the way to AX, but I ******** that up too. I really don't want to meet my online mother there either, but if I don't I will hurt her feelings. ******** AX.

b***h b***h b***h b***h b***h b***h. I hate growing up. I'm seventeen now and I never wanted to grow beyond the age of twelve, ******** you reality! This techno is pissing me off, but I have nothing else to listen to. ******** laundry! Now where was I?

BLEH!