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I wouldnt call it loosing, because loosing something implies you dont know where it is, and that it was a mistake. Misplacing sounds a lot more careless and a lot closer to what Im doing. Its almost sad, friends through thick and thin for almost 4 years, and then over 6 months not giving a s**t about them any more. Realizing that they havent changed from the 13-14 year old I didnt even like to begin with anyway.

an excert from our txted conversation last night

"I dont want to talk anymore"

izak "Well at least we cut to the chase."

"what chase? (their not to good with figures of speech) I'm still angry at you. I wana yell at you. I wana throw stuff at you. I feel bad that ur unhappy and I wana know why. But iv been holding in my anger 4 too long."

Izak "Well the feelings mutual. Bar the throwing things part."

the conversation ran in a similiar vain. Me trying to tell them in an underhanded manner what I meant, while simultaneously trying to make them go to hell and still be friends at the same time.

So. From what little light I have shed on the situation, anyone think Im a heartless b*****d? cry I do...

But its about time. stare