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So not that there has been much going on lately...

some stupid boy that I know from High School and I had a falling out and I feel bad about it... but I'm not lying in saying its nice being rid of him... wow I'm a b***h.

anywho.

"The gang" was supposed to go to a waterpark in Dundee this past Wednesday but Anthony got caught with the licquor we were going to take with us so instead we went out to "the lake" without him obviously because he's grounded until further notice). We bought some cigarettes. I smoked one. I feel disguting about it and want to cut so badly. Not evenjust about that though... I feel like I've just flushed all of my morals down the drain in the past 3 or 4 months... alcohol, smoking... "sex" but not that that one was real.. but I still kind of feel like s**t about it... sad

I dunno what else to say.

I do however, need some help with the bugs, garbage and flowers...