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When I was torn up from my last break up,
you were always there to comfort me.
Everyone told me you had a crush on me yet I couldn't see that,
until one day when I was crying so hard and depressed you asked me to be with you.

I stopped my crying and stopped my depressing thoughts,
I always thought how you took care of me.
Even tho I was mean to you sometimes,
you just seem to still like me.

And when i said yes i want to be with you,
i couldnt help to crack a smile.
on our first date we may not kissed or held hands, but at least the hug you gave me was worth me gettin trouble.

its been almost a month since we been together,
yet i still feel torn up on the inside,
trying to make my self so perfect just for you,
so that we can stay together.

but everyday i think of depressing thoughts,
or when your away from me for even one day,
or even if i havent talked to you for only 10 min,
i feel as if i havent seen you for years.

I know my drama has be casuing such a fuss,
nu matter how hard i try to fix myself again from the torn pieces.
its just not easy anymore....

so many relationships that i put my heart into,
i always get hurt so hard its getting harder and harder to contain.
i want to put my heart in this relationship a lot of it.
i want to stay forever with you...

if we werent together and we broke up
the only thing i would be able to think of is death.
i want you to have my heart and if i got to cut out my heart i would give it to you...
i wish my drama went away so i right you this poem to show that its hard...

to change myself to the normal me again,
its hard to be liek i was,
but my heart is so fragile even the softest touch in the world that touches my heart
my heart can just break in pieces.

i try so hard to contain the drama,
i would say be right back,
and sit in the corner of my bed
just hitting my head to keep the drama away.

and even when i think to myself or scream to myself the feelings of hurt wont stop from giving me pain.
my heart hurts as much as 100s of jelly fishes stinging it and when i try to tell you im fine.
its only cause i want to keep you away from me and my drama.

I want to say this to you so much

"I love you"

I love you even if i had to die for you,
my heart belongs to you and only you.
i want you to read this i wrote this becuase this is how i feel and im not able to tell you that with my voice becaause i knew i would start crying and you'd have to hear me cry. i dont want you to hear me cry i want you to knwo that im tring my hardest to stay with you and be perfect fro you. I'm so sorry that i can contain my feelings that has so much drama, i wish that i could...i would really contain it as hard as i can..i love you so much i dunno what i do in teh world if you left me

Love you lig