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Back in middle school and even before I had no respect from anyone except my closest friends. I was always different than everyone else, still am, so people thought that they could take advantage of me by trying to fake understanding me. Well to be honest that doesn't work it only pisses me off.

One thing I don't get though is why people feign knowing you just to use youwhen they need you... It's like come on do you really need to get my hopes up just to dash them? Look I know everyone in my area thinks I'm some kind of freak but you know what just cause I'm not some mother ******** freaking PREP does not mean I'm any less of a person than you! Just because I wear Black does not make me worship Satan, and just because I have emotions that I let out does not make me a psychopathic serial killer freak, come on those of you who said that are a bit harsh I can't even stand watching a someone use anti-bacterial soap or kill a bug because I think that's murder so why the ******** would I go out and kill people just because I wear black and write poetry...

Look people I know it may be hard for you to understand but I too have feelings, I'm not some numb beast who walks this land only to destroy so start treating me like I deserve to live!