Oh k. Well, where should I begin. hmm...
Let's see. I started off being very boring to my friends because I was always depressed. I few things happened in the last 15 years of my life that has set me back and made me different from the world as we know it. Most stuff occurred when I was young and in my 9th grade year. I put it away, and locked it up inside a vault inside my head because I knew that people wouldn't understand unless they went through it. Anyways... I started thinking and finally pulled my head out of my a** and got rid of friends that were just causing me stress and putting me down all the time. I gained a few new ones. I don't have too many, but the ones I have mean the world to me.
I started to get stuff together. Had counseling and kept myself occupied with other things to get my mind off memories that were not good. Soon enough I was able to break through depression with help from my mother and my friends. I give absolute thanks to those people.
Well, after about a month, a few friends of mine have been saying that keeping a dairy would probably be somewhat useful to me to get things cleared out of my head. Now... there are a few problems with that.
1- I don't like to write. I rather type.
2- Dairy.... Too girly for me and I am a girl!
3- Everyone mainly knows my secrets anyways, what's the point of hiding things?
Well, got a few ideas and here I am on gaia and got the brilliant idea to actually use my journal. I like the sound of that better anyways. Well, here I am starting a journal. I will try to use it as much as I can and I don't really care who sees it.
Those afraid of the past, can't start a future. Those who are afraid to say what's going on, aren't really being themselves. This is for my help and comments to help me "get better" would be kool.
August 20th, 12:29 am
I am at Eve's house for the night. I have to work tonight at 5pm. I also have a guitar lesson at 3pm today. I have been trying to create songs on the guitar. Eve and I have been making a new song also. I was playing the piano earlier and realized how much I have forgotten since my last piano lesson a few years ago. I need to get a piano back. My computer at home hasn't been working too good. I hate adware. I blew too much money on trying to fix it. I swear I would love to throttle the person who created adware. Right now I am on Eve's laptop. It's very nice. i wish I had one. Anyways. I don't really have much to say this morning. I will try and write back soon.
 Korrey · Mon Aug 20, 2007 @ 05:35am · 1 Comments |
