I'm looking at my watch, at all the time thats been stolen..
I'm not the same.
I try to be. I really do. I want to be that same fun loving guy, who looks out for anyone who'll let him and wants to be there for everyone. I want to be that guy who does stupid things, just to get people to laugh with him. I want to be that guy who will listen to your deepest secrets, and never tell another soul. I want to be that guy who never goes back on his word, if he gives it. I really want to. . .
But I can't.
This body, though it looks the same, is not.
It is merely a masquerade, a shell of the Dan that used to be. And the shell is starting to crack.
I can only begin to wonder.. what will emerge from this shell, when it finally breaks?
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