Things have been good lately. I say that alot... so...good on a scale is probably somewhere around a seven. like...
1suck......2.......3....... 4.......5Okay........6........ 7Good........8........9........10great
Yeah, so that means Things have been more good than bad. I got to see lots of Mi-chan this weekend heart Friday we just sort of hung out, which is always fun. Then the grey ham (hehe...silly nick name. Ill change it later) just went "POOF! Here I am! We're gonna go see a movie!" and so we did. We went and saw Star Wars episode 3. I had planned tog o see it anyway with Mi chan, so it wasnt like I disliked the movie, but I somehow just couldnt stay awake through it. I tried, I really did! But I fell asleep on Mi chan's belly anyway. xp I can't help it, he's so cuddly ^^
Then Saturday we we're sposed to hang out at IG's friend's house for her B-day, but Mi chan and I felt really out of place and I felt like I was intruding on happy friend time, so we left. We were both also a bit irked. They kept saying they were gonna do stuff, then never did. It didnt bother me as much as feeling out of place though. Apparantly IG's friend was upset about it, but I don't think she was as upset as he says she was. He likes to make things seem worse than they are sometimes. But thats just how he is. After that we went to the strip and the people in the ceasars palace shops are snooty. This one lady was like those people at the Meadows that attack you and do you nails and stuff, but since I was sixteen she was like "Oh, very nice. Bye." which made me not like her.
Then Sunday Mi chans mom gave us a driving lesson. It was much freakier than just going places. Thats what I do, but we had to park and stuff. I kinda paralell parked. Im not as kgood as Mi chan though heart
Its so wierd when his parents drop me off. I go in for a second then look out the window where they were parked and they are gone so quick. Its like they never were there at all. Kinda makes me think that Mi chan was just this great guy I dreamed up and really Ive just been walking around talking to myself lol But I k now hes not just my imagination razz
Badness is...Ive been having bad memories pop up and they've been contributing to bad dreams. But they go away so yay! and Ive been feeling kinda sick...but it comes and goes, so its nothing I worry about.
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