I woke up this morning really missing Ridge. I don't see much of him anymore and we're both so busy lately. I just miss him so much right now. A hug from him would be great about now. I still have yet to find out what the status is on my cottage... and to show him my car... and cook him a nice dinner.
If he didn't have this real estate business going I know he would hang with me as much as we used to. It's not very fun having a job and coming home to weariness. Then on the weekends all I want to do is relax.
I've been going to the tropics a lot more lately. Just to kill time for myself.
But as of right now, at this very moment I want the comfort of a really good friend and Ridge is the right person. I miss Toran too but he's been gone for so long now. I almost wonder if he's ever going to return. He gives great comfort too.
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Sometimes happy thoughts leave my mind and other times are gloomy. Depends on my mood really. Venting it really the best thing to do. That is what I do.