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I'm so nervous! I start my college classes on October 1st! I had to move to get near my school and boy oh boy was that work! I think I might be willing to do a swimsuit cosplay with in a year because of the terrain. I live on the 8th floor of my building and the first day I was here I think I went up and down those stairs more than 5 times because the wait for the elevator was too long. The strange thing is I am suppose to have a roommate but she still hasn't shown up yet and it has been three days. All the newbie orientation stuff is all over with now so I don't know if she's coming or not. It's kinda lonley *cold wind blows* crying I must say though, it has been a little nice not having to deal with someone else while trying to move in.

My parents left for home today so now I really feel emo and alone. I hope my super shyness doesn't stop me from making any friends sweatdrop . I've seen lots of really talented kids around. In orientation I noticed almost all the kids had done murals all ver these white folders the staff gave us but mine was blank. The dredded blank canvas. I couldn't think of what to draw. That doesn't help the nerves any. I feel so much like a small fry here being out shined in a million directions. I guess I'll have to take the advise, from one of the staff, and break myself and get over it. Ego is no good here. I kida knew this would happen but nothing beats feeling inadequet, lonely, and very unsure about everything. OK I'm off my soap box now. thank you for reading. lol