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its so crazy how much pain one stupid little girl can cause, i dont lik it i hate it i want it to stop, i want everything to stop. just stop. i want to sleep forever just curl up like a cat on the tv and sleep. im sick. all this stress is getting me sick. im so stressed. so much s**t going on that i caused, i didnt mean too, i didnt mean too im sorry im trying to make it better but im just making it worse. im sorry. hes right im just selfish. when i think im doing something for him im just doing it for me. im just selfish.