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Thursday October 4th My mom met with a surgeon last week. He said if shes not better in 2 weeks that they will have to give her surgery. They will have to take out most of her intestine and connect the rest to a whole in her side connected to a colostomy bag.... I swear, things never get better anymore. Life is so hard that i almost wish i was not alive. I just want my mom back to normal..... She never acted like a mom, after i hit 18 she acted like my room mate. She is my best friend, and ill stick by her no matter what, but all in all, I'm very tired. Don't have time for much except taking care of her. By 9 pm I'm so tired that i fall asleep anywhere i am sitting. You all probably think i am writing this for pity.... That's not true at all. I am writing this because i need a way to let my true feelings out so that i can survive another day. Without writing, i would have already jumped off of that bridge. Writing and drawing are my escapes. I wish that i could dream..... and never wake up from it. A wonderful dream, a dream where i can do anything i want. Where no one will be sick, or unhappy. I also wish i could leave the USA. Its all because of the USA that my mom is suffering. If your poor, you will get treated like dirt here. And we are as poor as they come. Well i doubt anyone will ever read this but, if someone actually does, Thanks for reading. smile it really makes me happy when others care. :3 see ya, Goodnight. xOsuwariix · Thu Oct 04, 2007 @ 09:17am · 0 Comments


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