Today today...
I've got MYS... don't really wanna see my dumbass orchestra teacher again, but oh well. *sigh* It saddens me so when I realize i didn't make allstate this year, I'm so dedicated, I'm starting to get tossed into a depression cause I've tried for 3 years... and never made it. I've had college profesors tell me how good of a violinist I am, that I would be one of the best to leave my state... was it all just a lie? This was going to be my life, a life in music, something I love to do...
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