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Iunno. I kinda want you to see this.. Not that I actually remember what it says or am bother going to read it mytself... but Iunno I'll be illusive in my showing you...

I love how I can get you but sometimes I feel like you don't know me at all.
God damnit, that hurt a lot ray. But I'm doubting you're ever gonna read this soo whatever.

I can't help but have feelings for you as I have now found out. Like less then before but they're still there... And your saying that all hope of 'us' ever being is gone?

I love how you say that you can't go throuhg worrying about a person like that again xD
Ahahahaha. SO even as friends if I did what he did you wouldn't worry about me? Kay, ouch. Like when you're gone for two days I ******** worry about you.

And now I'm all sad because you're all -work work collage work work church work kristy work- and I'm all -sit here and want a boy who might as well hate me- and DIE.

GARARARARARARGATARAR D<
GOD DAMNIT RAY
STOP BEING MY DREAM GUY.


Keep that up untill I have a veiw on this journal entry and then you migth have reasd it or someone else might love me enough to read my jouunral... But ugh.. yeah