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Hold it!
You don't know what you're doing,
What you doing to me
Try to stop me, can't stop me
Cause you know what I need
You got me all open and now you trying to leave
Hold It, Don't Drop It (Don't Drop It)
Stop it, (can’t stop it, won’t stop it)


If you don't recognize the lyrics above it's from J.Lo's new song 'Hold it, Don't Drop it.' I really like the lyrics particularly the chorus. Why? Maybe cause I can relate to it in a sense. Unfortunately, unlike J.Lo I have to stop myself I don't have an option! It's sad isn't it? To want something so much and to just have to accept that it could never be anything more than it is already is....even worst not knowing if what you do have will last at all!

I am grieving over the friendships I've lost and I am worried about the ones I do have. I feel someone slipping away from me because I chose to pull away but I don't want to lose them, but I seem incapable of bringing myself to fix things, to patch up the hole! This person was like one of my best friends for over a year and now??? I am pushing them so far away!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

What to do?





 
 
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