So I've taken to having can I really do this long distance thing much longer? moments. It kinda sucks, because I know I love him, but I feel like I need something more than what I'm getting from it all. I don't know, maybe it has something to do with the fact that I've just had another birthday, I'm having self esteem issues, and I'm VERY tired. Which as we all know all too well can help contribute to depression and all that fun crap. So, I think I'm gonna drug myself for the next couple of nights and knock my a** out for a few, hopefully after that I will feel better.
Time to get ready for work. <3 A
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