If you ever read this, I would like to say that I really appreciate the gift and the apology. I wish I would have gotten on gaia before I read that letter so I would have seen this. Atleast, I think you sent me the gift after the letter... Oh wells, I still really appreciate it.
I would also like to apologize for being rather mean in that last journal. I was really angry too.
Well, now that we're hopefully not so angry at eachother, perhaps I can say this: maybe one day we'll be friends again when we've both had some time apart to think things through and maybe do a little growing up. I don't know, whatever it takes to get us both not to argue so much and hold so much against eachother.
That's really all I have to say.
I hope we don't be all mean to eachother at the next family get together.
See you space cowboy.
P.s. - by the way, I didn't block you from my journal entries for a reason. And I didn't talk to you in person because it was sort of hard to do that. We don't see eachother on a regular daily basis, so I would have had to take you out to a restaraunt or something, told you I was mad at you, then took you home. Sorry, but that just didn't sound all that great at the time. I probably should have just thought of calling you or something, but I was so angry at the time, all I wanted was for you to know that I was mad. I'm certainly no p***y in that aspect. I usually do tell people problems I have with them face to face. And I don't take pills to be happy; I take them to stabalize my mood. FYI. Being bipolar truely isn't a curse; I honestly consider it a blessing. Lol, life is just more interesting that way. And when I'm down, I really don't like having people call me emo and whatnot. That's why I tell people that I am bipolar, so they don't get mad at me and call me emo when I get depressed; so they know what's going on and either just leave me alone, or offer me support. Emo people keep it all to themself and sit there pitying themselves when they could be getting help for it. Please don't take this in a mean way, I just wanted you to know this.
P.s.s - I still think you're cool, and you're way better than I am at drawing.
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I knowww you're not emo. I was just mad and knew it would get a rise out of you D: I'm SO SORRY for that message. Like I said, don't take it all seriously, since I was just typing stuff because I was mad. I would have tried calling you to apologize (since I know it works a bit better), but I was scared you would like hang up on me or something xD; So I just gave you my favorite item on gaia and hoped you forgave me <3;
I think you're pretty awesome too =] And I don't plan on being hateful the next family get together <3;