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So it is said that you are gone
thanks to the things I have done wrong
All of my moods, all of your fears
They've all come true thanks to my dares.

I really hate to see you down like you are
deep in my heart its embedded with scars
and I know you dont mean it either do I
maybe one day, neither shall cry.

30 seconds and I felt this pain
30 minutes and im the one to blame
30 hours and im on the floor
30 days and im here no more

What can you see now? what can you say?
would I ever have loved you if not till this day?
what has become or what has been said?
now after this all why I am I dead?

You have me safe somewhere as have I you
and still we can laugh without being blue
You are someone i've come to trust
state infatuations, smothered in lust (ahahaha!! I dont know)

You are a friend, I've longed to have
I know I will have you, with the world bad
Hopefully its long, long and it'll last
as it has before, times past and past.

Chasing my nightmares, healing my scars
nothing has been greater near even far
so I have had you, and I hope it'll last
30 seconds or years, or eternitys blast.

Done...anywho..that was weird eh? I dont know...I felt like writing but I had no feeling and nothing made sense really you know? Oh well...yeah..today is a boring day, they are working on the boat and crap but I dont know...Im just like blarg..because I cant do anything...Im going on a walk with savannah in a few hours ya know? if she feels alright cause I wont if she doesnt cause I dont think she'll give up. Man...Oh well...asnfjdngjasndgjsdngjn I still dont know whats going on..im supposed to go to Nevada with meh family on a plane, and theres a wedding from our family in England. Besides that there is camping and boating. I want to be with my friends though, because we need to chill so we dont depart or anything. I think thats all im afraid of. Things are ganna change. Meh..