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KUUL KUUL KUUL i'll tell all of my freinds no worries dude,and congrates on all the prizes and stuff you have recieved so far you BASTERRRRED!!!!!!!!!!! scream

Lucky butt! whee whee You're always finding things!
Hope you win in that contest thingie, I'm sure you will! heart
After all, your avatar is awsome! 3nodding Good luck to you! domokun domokun

I hate you!!!! nah mesa wobe you!! well i gotta jet bai bai hiro chan!!

wow that's good *claps* ^_^

[color=black]Warning[/color] [color=red]THIS STORY AND THE TRUTH MAY BE LONG[/color] [color=green]Well anyway to continue about what I was saying mmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm,where oh wgere did I leave off, ooohhhh yeahh there!!!! well anyways,here it is I was going about my own little buisness/minding my buisness getting caut up with all of the forums posting oppinions and stuff right,well then I caught up to Katie,and we started talking and all of a sudden we start fighting,I CANT REMEMBER OVER WHAT!!!!Wish I cuald have had the time to say sorry, And then she threatens me with the phrase"I feel like banning,cause shes mad at me you know,and knowing me being so stupid and not noticing any changes,didn't know that she became apart of the guild crew,and so I just went on and on ,and I descovered she had posted"you think i'm playing"and I responded "yeah".It came to mind that she had never theatenend me like that before,so I decided to venture around the guild and explore,it came to my surprise that there had came a change in the guilds member list ,instead of one captain and the rest members(status)there were three crew members one captain being Jewel of course and the rest members ,it came to mind like "ohhh shoot what does this mean,should I have really gotten into a fight with Katie?"I didn't know so I decided to go to the main guild place and check the faq much too my surprise crew members have more power over members including the power to ban people out ,so I read on and found out that I could get invited back later,so I wasn't that worried about it but it still freaked me out,my response at the time was to think that Katie would have to discuss it with Jewel first ,and when they both confronted me I would appologize,but they never did that and so I went on to try and catch up with the posts in the main forum,much to my surprise I was only a little bit less then two pages behind since I hadn't been on since wensday I knew it would take forever to catch up especially since we had school tommarrow so I decided to catch up right there and then that day,and so I tried to respond and quote to everything I wanted to respond to,when all of a sudden I was back to my guilds main page and I thought that maybe there was just something wrong with my wireless connection or gaia itself, so I asked Hioaku to let me check it out real fast on his computer, and I thought at that moment that "ahhh man I might have gotten kicked out,and I had just gotten to the part where they were talking about jewel's doughters b-day tooo!!!Well anyways I told marcus I had a sneaky suspision I had gotten myself kicked out cause of the fight with Katie ,so we looked it up and my name was nowhere to be found on the members list,at that exact moment my heart SUNK!!!And I started to cry and get mad cause that was the only guild I had and the only forum I go to bassiclyand mostly and thought that " the people in that thread are my only true freindsand now they're all in a guild I cant get into anymore and that I wont ever see or talk to them again" I was like "no way no way no way, she wasn't kidding,she could ban me!!!And a horrible thought came into my mind I had realized and remembered I don't have them on my freinds list and thought that "I wont get a chance to explain myself now cause I can't get into the guild or P.M. them!"And so I asked my brother if I could use his account to find out why I was kicked out?I eventually found out why but to my surprise it was for another reason,it was because I keeped replying to stuff that was days old I responded by saying"What!!!!! that's not fair,nobody P.M.ed me and or warned me,it's not in the rules!!!"That last one I just thought of but didn't really say cause I didn't think of it,but it's true,at that point that was their finnal say and I was pissed off matter a fact I still kinda am,I started to curse so loaud and so bad it wasn't even funny,I kept thinking to myself "I was going to appoligize and wish Jewel's doughters happy past and upcoming b-day,but thought after words if they don't let me in uuuuoohh :vein: imma put a course on all of them and unwish them a happy b-day and un -appologize and a lot of other bad stuff",at that point marcus was starting to get annoyed and was scared that I might ruin his reputation and get him kicked out,from there on it got rough and he was trying to take over the computer and edit all of my posts I did on his account he got mad and remembered that we could kick each other out of our rooms,he started to raise his voice and thretened to tell our mom, while this was going on he was on something else on the internet and I told him you could be on both at the same time and that he's just wasting time for Jewel and Katie to respond,he said no , it would be slow ,I said no we went on like this for a good thirty minutes till he finnally poped and told mom,mom ordered me out of his room and to go watch movies on tv I asked her if I could just watch him do his thing on the internet ,she said no,I marched out of his room and started to cry again T_T and build up anger and hate,becuase i'm kinda sensitive and it's just too much drama for me!!!I had then had a crazy idea and went to blow off some steam by walking fifteen minutes in the cold nightly weather to school to throw my football and shoot some hoops with my moms basketball since I was mad at both of my mom and my brother with no jacket on ,as I was walking there I thought of everything that made me mad over the years including my parents,bullies,x-freinds,current freinds,gangsters/people who whould jump me on the street at night,and as I was thinking of all of them I thought"let them mess with me right here and now,I will jack them up"when I got to school I thought of hopping the fence but decided just to walk all the way around to the football feild when I got there the gates were locked and I didn't feel like jumping them so I just walked around admireing the veiw,realizing that the school was99% empty I started taking in memories on account that this is going to be my last year going to VistaHighSchool and looked up at the stars,Realizing I better be getting home on the account that I wanted to watch something at nine I walked back home and on the way I felt a little bit better and started to get cold as well as counting down the percent Iwas still mad like i"m still five percent mad right now and I realized as I was counting it would skip around monsterously!!!!And thats basicly it.So if you could please tell jewel that i'm sorry I didn't know and that I wont do those things ever again and if I do i'll puonch myself 100 times my brother will make sure of that,also tell her that I need this guild and that it's part of my life I can't go on without it. Oh and if you wondering tell Katie I said sorry and if they let me back in I will lift the curses put upon them thanks a lot for reading bye!!!! :sweat: :shock: :o Wow thats my longest one yet,with me true stories tend to be my longest stories sorry for taking up so much space bye!!!![/color]

Please copy and paste this to Jewel and Katie please!!!! sad gonk crying 3nodding smile biggrin

Thank you bye!!!!! smile biggrin 3nodding sad gonk crying

You'll never truly understand the worth of something until you've lost it. Unfortunatly you had to learn that the hard way, like I did with my grandfather.
I'll think it over, but it's up to Jewel.

O.K. sad
Sorry about insulting you!!!!!!! 3nodding

bump for ya