It hurt.
I've always been a touchy-feely kind of person so I was startled at the sudden throb of blinding pain.
I sat behind him -- a friend of mine -- and placed my hand gently, so so gently, onto his back.
See...I'd been staring at it for a while because I happen to like backs. Shoulderblades mostly.
He was thin so his shoulderblades were easy to see.
Tempting me...So I did what I would do.
I placed my hand on his back.
My vision left me. Lost in a sea of white and I tried to hold back the bile that was rising into the back of my throat.
My body was nmb but at the same time racked with pain. Just pain.
I gagged aloud but did not move my hand. I refused.
Why? Why did it hurt to touch him?
My hand clenched and I felt my nails dig into the black shirt thats was now...just a black shirt?
Indeed..I looked down at the cloth. Just a shirt.
The pain was gone. Melted....
--
I gasped, sitting up in my bed. My pillow was sweat soaked. I threw the thin red sheet that had been covering me to the side, swinging my legs out of the bed at the same moment and stood, ignoring the faint dizzy spell. I made my way to the bathroom and emptied my stomach.
Don't you just hate reaccuring dreams?
I always have that one and either wake up crying and screaming or throw up. Luckily my whole family sleeps rock-like.
Anywho....I got a keyboard. Fond it in some junk we had in a closet. It's old and not all that great, but it works so I ain't complainin'. Not yet anyways XD.
Sheep complain alot.
-shrug-
Untill the next entry!
Which will probably be tommarow if I have an interesting dream or somethin'.
Oh!
Am I the only one who finds the new NPC unattractive?
I know...late commenting on Lex -- thats his name right? I'm too lazy to go look -- but shaddap XD
I just got back on X3
Much love ( ya'll know that right? ) pirate heart
 Ookibuns · Thu Jun 16, 2005 @ 01:06pm · 1 Comments |
