Insomnia
long day had pass
many faces i saw
many things i said
but in my mind a blank space inhabits
just a glimpse of nothingness takes vacancy in my thoughts
just nothingness.
At this time i reveal no emotions...
no joy nor happiness
no sadness nor sorrow
just that little space in my head that keeps me awake
it makes one feel soulless,Dull and mostly tired
there might be a scientifically explanation
but why bother to search.
I would rather enjoy this blankness.
a trip through the seldom train of doubts,
am i alone on this trip?
Are there more who stand in the middle of the night
just looking at there ceiling,
moving from left to right on their beds,
cleaning their rooms, to get rid of this Mocking splinter that is insomnia
Yes, a hollow feeling it does bring upon me
a sense of a cool chill breeze brushing against my back....
it is Superstition....
that Dull space is followed by a spark fright
or is my mind only trying to cover this emptiness with fear?
all i can do is sit...
sit and wonder....
life wasn't meant only for fun
it was also meant for reflection....
should I even consider this a reflection?
why is it that my mind is left cornered by this mere insignificant thought?
it won't let me sleep....
looking close at my reflection
my eyes tire
they are red...
deep inside them
i see how hey long for rest
not only them...
my whole body craves for slumber....
it needs it it yearns for it
suddenly i hear something deep inside me....
Hunger
i look at the clock it confirms that morrow has begun
still my eye lids won't close
my ears here the pleasant tunes of the morning bird's song
through the window i see them flutter
so gracefully....
for a breve moment my body almost fell into my yearning slumber
but still my eyes refused to close....
all i can do now is wait....
wait for that moment where that space holder of insomnia
holder of hollowness
leaves and let's my mind relax in deep rejuvenating slumber
yet until that moment comes what's left is this.....
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did you write it?
...It makes me think I have Insomnia.
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