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i feel the pain in my head.



I feel the pain eat me alive.



i'm dead but some how i'm still living on earth.



My life is filled with the pain of pills,guns,cuts.



SUICIDE.



its all i think about.



Its all i see.



Its life for teens.



Its life for me.



SUICIDE.



Its a way of live.



Doctors think its sick.



I think its the pain thats feel good.



The pain that is loved.



The pain that is lived.



SUICIDE.



its all that i can to do make the pain go away.



It makes new pain that i love.



it loves to eat my heart.



I let it at me.



SUICIDE



I watch the gun go to his head.



The pills she swallows.



The blade go on the skin.



The blood fall to the ground.



The beer bottle fall with the girl to the floor.



The gun drop to the ground



The mom screem.



The teens die.



i watch it all.



I've seen everything



SUICIDE.



Its life.



Its love.



its pain.



SUICIDE.