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Yume kara samete mo mada minai yume no hou made
Yume kara samete mo mada minai yume no hou made
Bokura wa hitori de hashiri tsudukeru shika nainda
Korogari mayotte tsukuridasu boku no inryoku ga
Itsuka
anatakara hanare te
ha, not telling you what it means, and if you know congrats!
I friggin hate life! I just hate it! Why does it happen like this and why do I have a friggin temper? I mean I just burst into anger and the rage skyrockets!
Last night... I hate it, the day was fine... me and the fam played some good ol board games, just for fun. The day was fun, I wished that we could have another. Then when we got done we sat in front of the TV to watch a movie, I uh heh, kinda feel asleep. Then the damn phone rang at like 9. I had been waiting all day for someone to call me and tell me that they were coming up. Well I told that certain person to tell me earlier. No she freaking doesn't. She tells me on AIM, but I had my away messages up cause 1) kate was on and charging her I-POD and putting songs on, 2) mom was on charging her MP3 player and putting songs on, 3) dad was playing a puzzle online game, 4) I didn't want bothered while i was on here fishing 5) from like 5pm we were playing a game. and didn't stop till 8:30. So like i had no friggin clue. I didn't see till about 5 min before she called, that she tried to tell me what her choice was like 10 times. Dude, you don't get me in like three tries, call me.
So I kinda had figured that she was and got every friggin thing ready. Then I found out she wasn't coming or calling. Damn, and when I read the note she was pissy so when she called i was like why r u calling, you said that u weren't calling and coming. "IDK...duh" i don't know about her, sometimes i just wanna friggin go invisible and hide from her. She drives me friggin insane!!!!!!!!!!!
Then she got pissy and hung up, WTF?! Whatever! So I went to bed mad.
Then she doesn't even im me in the morning, she doesn't even call. and i hate sending txt to her phone, she gets so confused so friggin easily and that makes it 1000 times worse! ARGH! So whatever, she wants to be pissy, fine i will be pissy back. I IM her around 10pm to see what the hell her problem is, then she doesn't even answer me, and i hate it when ppl act like nothing went wrong and are friggin happy, its like that friggin work you arse hole losers!!!!!!
She talks to me and is like asking me what's wrong. Its like why even bother she'll friggin deny everything! So I said nothing and she made me mad my not listening to me at all... then i just couldn't help but blow up and block her! ARGH!!!! It's hard to type it all down you'd have to have been here and heard..... but basically i am mad and furious!
bah, i am going to bed...
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