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my best freind or boy freind was killed yesterday at a pool party some one came into the back yard with a gun and just started shooting for no reson my freind was shoot twice and if it wants for him id be dead. tomarrow is the funeral and im not sure i want to go and if i do will i cry ? i just dont care about anything anymore rping is the only thing i can do to get out all my tears oh yea the last words he said to me was "dont cry over me just know im going to a happier place ill see you there.".. and i promised him to so i havent cryed scence then its so hard not to