Guys disturbes me sometimes, I find them difficult to understand even if I try my best to.
My ex, Jerome, left me in late janurary. I really loved him and was really suprised when he left me cause I thought everything was going ok between us. He told me he didn't love me anymore and I managed to move on. He wanted to stay friends and in time we managed to start talking again as friends.
But a few days ago, on MSN, he told me that he had something to say that might disturb me. He told me that the moments we spent together were the best moments of his life, that sometimes he regrets leaving me and that he fantasize about us being together again. After that he left. It disturbed me and now when I talk to him, I don't really know what to say.
He knows I have a boyfriend now. So I don't know what he expected telling me this. Plus my boyfriend is getting jealous of my ex now.
And that's not all. I was at a party two weeks ago with my boyfriend, a friend of him (Nicolas) and other friends. Nicolas got drunk (as usual) and then he kissed me and told me that I was the most beautiful girl of the school and that he loved me. Then my boyfriend kissed him to get revenge gonk .
What a party, it was totally crazy. Well, I hope Nicolas was to drunk to remember what he did (he didn't remember that the other guys took all his clothes off) but I don't know. So now I feel unconfortable with him too sweatdrop . Luckily, I wont be seeing him for 2 months due tu the summer holidays.
But damn ! What's with them! My friends tell me I should be happy to have so much guys after me but I'm not. That bothers me more than anything. Especially my ex who always tries to be nice and all. I have to move back home in 2 days and he offered to come and help me get my stuff. I mean not offered, it was like he was insisting.
Yeah I know I have a crazy life. I sometimes wish it would be calmer.
AmiNa78 Community Member 
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