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SO my computers back which means I will be on more often, Now here I add I am also going to Utah soon so things are also hecktic for me. I worry over things that are up coming and how to go about it in a proper manner.

Also the one I love has cheated on me, luckaly a friend informed me of fit so it didn't keep happening behind my back. Well for now I am lonelyer then I have ever been in a while. I guess this means I can't trust anyone at all. Heh oh well have to move on.

I cannot look back I must force myself to continue. I cannot regret making a choice, once it's made I have to go with it and do it with full speed. I can't be cought off guard anymore by anyone. I am alone, just as a ninja should be. Inside is dark twisted like an evil tree root. But as I said I must re-build and get better, I musten't stop or let myself hurt. I'll be better and faster and stronger.