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This Fox's Mind

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I remember her very scent, her laying on me, her warmth covering me in the cold night. I looked at her after waking haven falling asleep in that white vehicle that I owned, her soft hair to the side and every breath she took seemed happy and never seemed to have an inch of ill hope in it. She wore a white shirt and jeans that night, all I could do is smile at her, and she seemed so peaceful, so gentle and so beautiful. She was curled up on top of me as I was laying down on that car seat, her ear over my heart haven fallen asleep to its beat and symphony. I could tell she was happy, she desired it to never end, and she never wanted it to go away. I embraced her at that moment, she cuddled closer to me and held on to my arm as if it where her life. She only smiled in her sleep the flush of out en devours from the past hour still phasing her thoughts, she was happy and pleased; she felt as if she had everything she could have ever needed. She felt safe, she felt loved, and she felt wanted, all her troubles, all her demons... everything gone from her thoughts. I was all she ever needed; I was all that ever was to her. I could tell in her head that she had dreams of her spending lifetimes with me, never letting go and always being there on top of me curled like the cat she seemed to be, to always be safe and happy. To have the children she so heartedly wanted with me and forever be in peace. What has happed to that all, is every thought of love in such a way worth all the troubles? Is it worth it at all? How could it had been that in the end we never ended up together forever? Am I really that cruel of a person for leaving her? Am I a monster? I am sure I must be all these negative things because in your minds, a person that destroys such happiness should be banished... Maybe I should be banished... Neixo · Tue Jan 01, 2008 @ 05:41am · 1 Comments


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	Who were you thinking about when you wrote this may I ask? ^^ Offline Hime Henemaru · Community Member · Mon Jun 16, 2008 @ 08:13am

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