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Next week is coming in closer. It's the week my son was killed. I don't wanna be sad about it but I feel it coming. I'm so happy in my life right now and I don't want Nathaniel to think anything is wrong. I know he'll understand cause I'll tell him. I'm not even sure he knows I had a son... did I have a son in his time? I'm still confused as to how we worked out in that time. I am glad we did cause he is all I've ever wanted in my entire life. I had come to realize there was nothing here for me on this planet and so I wanted to just get away from it all. But ever since Nathaniel came around I have complete reason to stay. He literally fell from the sky.... like an angel. I can't simply explain how much he means to me or how much I feel love for him. Just more than words can ever say. heart heart