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I can't believe this >.<
*Big long sad sigh* sad
My best friend, Matt has been avoiding me alot and every time i say hi or something he ignores me and keeps moving. There was something going on and I had to know what it was.
I confronted him and he didn't even look at me. He tried to push me out of the way but i blocked him. When he knew i wasn't going to move he looked at me and sighed. I questioned to why he was ignoring me. At first he didn't answer. I asked him again this time a bit more irritated. He sighed again. I gave him a look and he stared back at me with a troublesome look.
"So i heard you have a girlfriend now lover boy, Mimi told me."
when i brought up his new girlfriend he scratched his head and sighed again.
Matt is so stubborn.
He told me that his new girlfriend was Alice.
At that point i got REALLY pissed. Let's just said something bad happened to me involving Alice.
"Even after what she told her brother to do you're dating her?! I can't believe you i thought you were my friend. You know what he did and I still can't beli-- good lord.." I didn't have the words to tell him.
He looked at me and i knew i was getting teary eyed.
He apologized to me and tried to hug me.
I pushed him away, i really didn't want to talk anymore.
He is my best friend though and i should be happy that he's dating someone. But out of all people it has to be HER. I am somewhat happy for him, i mean if she makes him happy then okay i'm all for it. Still though...i wish it could be someone other then Alice.... confused
"I'm sorry, really i am. But..."
that's as far as he got. he couldnt tell me anything more.
Bad bad bad bad day
cry
I hope i'll feel alot lot better tomorrow. Until then I have my boyfriend and my other friends to comfort me. As bad of a day I had, i still want to smile. sweatdrop heart
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