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Sometimes people don't understand what pain really feels like. To have your best friend die right in your arms when you tell him everything is alright and he'll be okay. When you know he's not going to make it, but you don't want to have his eyes closed forever. To having to see someone be shot and fall to the ground and all you could do is be held back by your other friends as they defend you. Slowly one by one you see drop. Crying uncontrollably as your boyfriend holds you close, pushing your head into his chest and whispering things in your ears to make everything better. I will never forget ANYONE that has given up their life i order to protect the ones important to them. They will always remain in my heart, and if anyone where to say ANYTHING ABOUT THEM....I WILL ******** THEM UP