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well im leaving on saturday....

SATURDAY

it doesnt seem real... i just keep thinking im guna go back to classes on monday and see everybody... but no im not, im not guna see anybody until summer, and sometimes what that really means just hits me and i cant stop sobbing cause i finally have good friends here in clarence, i cant believe i have to leave everybody all of a sudden.... sometimes i think if i saw myself now, from some 4 or 5 years ago, id saw 'woah omg how the ******** did i get such awesome friends??' .. and truly i dont even know... i dont really deserve it, its hard to believe such awesome people actually care about me. me. im just little hachi. but then, i wouldnt be hachi without ichi... and i wouldnt know ichi without haru... and geez some people im just getting to know, midz i knew you back in elementary school but i never really knew you... sakum i knew you last year but this year ive seen you everyday... haru ichi yami im sorry for avoiding you in the beginning of the year, not sure if you noticed though... i just kind of thought maybe if you forgot about me then i moved you wouldnt be as sad... that was really stupid of me, im sorry... gachi and kuro, lol this past almost year the three of us have had so many good times, and i feel like i will be missing the many that would be to come...

you know there is more for me to say but i just dont have the time... >.<

Goodbye everybody and im sorry if i forgot to say something about you or i didnt really say much, i assure you there is more i feel about everybody...