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I love him. I really do. But when the smile on my face doesn't feel real, when the smile only comes after a joke. Those who have known me for a long time know that I always smile. I haven't in a while. When your best friend is hated by your lover, when you can't be yourself, the thing you spent years doing is feared or even hated. Your family is constantly being spoken badly about.
You eventually get to the point where love, isn't enough and it has to end. That is what happend last night I realized love wasn't enought for the realtionship I was in any more and now, I'm single again. I'm not happy that I had to end it, but slowly my happiness will come back to me, and eventually I will have that smile on my face again. All of those of you who know me, it will come back...eventually.