Today when I got to school I tried to advoid mike, but during lunch I ran into him wile looking for molly. I pretended not to see him hopping he wont knowtess me at all. Will that did not work out that well now did it? One of his friends ended up seeing me and started a fight with me. I so won. The teacher came over and broke up the fight right when I was on toop of him. We were sent to the principle’s office and she gave me the lecture of what would my parents think if they were still around. I nearly bit off her head for bringing up my parents again. Five freaken days. I am spended for five days. I can not believe it at all. Jake only was spenended for three days and he is the one who wanted to fight in the first place, and everyone knows I don’t back down from a fight.
When school let out molly asked me what had happened I thought she would know by now I mean everyone know what happened. I told her to go and ask someone else what happened and that I did not want to talk about it. I went home and turned my music up as loud as I could. Drowning pool is the best. Someone was at the door but I did not want to see anyone at all today I just want to sit in my room all alone and cry. I don’t get to cry much so when I do cry I cry for days and days and no one can stop me. When I cry around my “friends” they yell at me saying that I should not cry so now since I wont be seeing them for five days I think its safe to just cry and let it all lose.
September 8th
OMG I can’t believe it. Mike is going around school saying that we are still going out. Why can’t I get up enough guts to tell him that I want to break up. All of my friends are telling me that I have no choice but to break up with him. They also said that if I don’t then they are not going to be my friends anymore, Molly is the only one that understands that I can’t just break up with him all of the sudden. I want to break up with him but I think he can change his old ways. So I am going to stay with and help him change. One thinking I know for sure if he really does love me then he will try to change.
I made a list of rules for him so he can change here it is:
1. go to party’s only on Fridays
2. get to school on time
3. have a time just to sit down and talk about what is going on in life
4. cut down on the drinking
5. have some “us” time (and our 2 hour make out time does not count at all, during this time we talk about us and no making out not grabbing or anything you like to do I want
some us time to talk about nothing else but us)
2. get to school on time
3. have a time just to sit down and talk about what is going on in life
4. cut down on the drinking
5. have some “us” time (and our 2 hour make out time does not count at all, during this time we talk about us and no making out not grabbing or anything you like to do I want
some us time to talk about nothing else but us)
Who am I kidding I can’t change who he is. I can’t even change who I am. I mean I can’t even keep up with my grads in school. I need to talk to him but im scared to see him again I think I will have molly come with me.
September 9th (morning)
OMG it went so good. Ok so I went over to mikes house to break up with him at last. When I got there he was not drunk so I went up to him and was all like “Mike I’m dumping you” he did not do anything at all. He just sat there so I left there happy knowing that he cant do anything to me now.
September 9th (nighttime)
As I lay here on my bed I cant stop thinking about Mike and how he did not say anything he did not even call. Wait nvm the phone is ringing.
It was only Molly calling me to see if we were still going to have that big sleepover. I told her to come over right away so we can make off a list of things to do. This is something that we always do for sleepovers its so much fun.
Things to do:
1. play truth or dare
2. don’t get to drunk
3. Make out with at lease 3 people before the night is over.
4. Get funky on the dance floor.
5. annoy Molly’s brother Jim.
6. DON’T FALL ASLEEP!!!!!!!
2. don’t get to drunk
3. Make out with at lease 3 people before the night is over.
4. Get funky on the dance floor.
5. annoy Molly’s brother Jim.
6. DON’T FALL ASLEEP!!!!!!!
This is going to be one crazy night. I just hope that Jim does not bother me again like that last time when he tried to kiss me and I leted him. I clamed that I was drunk, but I only had one drink. All I have to say is that he is a hella good kisser. After I kissed him Molly asked me what the hell that was so I acted drunk so she did not care.
I still cant believe that I kissed (more like made out) with Jim. There was even some tong, but I am not going to let Molly or anyone else know. After that 15 minutes latter Jim and I was at it again, this time Molly did not see us. At first we just were making out when he started grabbing me I did not do much cause by then I was pretty drunk. Then he tried taking off my top and that’s when I stopped him. He went too far cause when I stopped him was all “common neko I was just having fun. Anyway you liked it” I did like it Intel he tried taking off my top that was to bold of him. I stood up and walked out with out saying a word. I did not want to let him to know that I liked it. OMG there starting to play truth or dare I GTG.
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