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i don't know. maybe it's new classes, but I'm bummed out again. i miss my old classes. That, and i finished all my homework in school, so i have nothing productive to do with my life at the moment. now i find myself here. yeah. *hits head* kill me.

She will always be a broken girl- She wants revenge

She buys a new dress for the party,
She always looks good in red.
Turns around in front of the mirror
And disappears inside of her head.
She wonders if he'll even remember,
She asked him in a casual way.
Just in case he didn't want to go with her,
In that event she knew just what she would say.
She thought of maybe asking a girlfriend,
Even though she only has one or two.
She's always done much better with boys anyway,
So who needs girlfriends?
Pacing nervous across the floor of her bedroom,
Gripping tight the phone in her hand.
Fighting beck the rush of emotions,
And dreaming of just having a man.

[Chorus]
It's a long walk, and the music is loud.
She sees an old friend,
As she walks through the crowd.
Puts on her best smile,
But underneath she's a broken girl.
But It's a long walk, and the music is loud.
She sees an old friend,
As she walks through the crowd.
Puts on her best smile,
But she will always be a broken girl.

She struggles with an awful decision,
Stay at home or walk in alone.
Her mother does her best to console her,
Her father doesn't know what to say.
Puts on her makeup, puts on the new dress.
Holds her head high, then gets in the car.
Tells herself that no one will notice,
Assuming she can make it that far.
On the way she imagines reactions.
Cupped hands whispering into ears.
Secretly hoping that he'll be there watching,
And she's also hoping he won't.
Walking tentative alone up the driveway,
Sees some people smoking off to the side.
She stops and waits until they go back in,
Crosses her fingers and follows behind.

[Chorus]

He'll never get you,
He will never understand.
He'll never get you, you can find a better man.
[x8]

This might be the time to break down.
[x5]

Hush child don't make a sound.

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Kasou (with translation)- L'Arc~en~Ciel

barabara ni chirabaru hanabira shizuku wa kurenai
kaketa tsuki yo maware towa no koi wo utsushi
(petals scattering apart, drops are crimson
waning moon going around, reflecting everlasting love)

hitomi aketa mama fushoku shiteyuku karada
azayaka ni ushinawareru kono ishiki dake wo nokoshite
haru wo matezu ni
(as eyes are open, body is corroding
splendidly being lost, only this consciousness is left behind
not waiting for spring)

itoshii anata wa tada sotto tsumetaku natte
ude no nakade kowarenagara hora yume no fuchi de yonderu
itsumo no you ni
(my beloved you, you're just quietly turning cold
in my arms as you're falling apart, listen to the calling from the abyss of
dreams
as usual)

kurui saita yoru ni nemurenu tamashii no senritsu
yami ni ukabu hana wa semetemono hanamuke
(out in the disordered night, melody of the unsleeping souls
the flower floating in the darkness is the sole parting gift)

gravity is on the increase as time goes by
my body returns to the earth
there is sky up in the air
my body is in your sky and your life is in my cosmos
we never come close to each other
but here we exist as it is......

tadoritsuita owari umarekawari no itami
nomikomareru tsuchi no nakade musubareteitta yakusoku
shinda sekai
(we've reached the end, the pain of reincarnation
swallowed in the soil, concluded promise
in the world of the dead)

barabara ni chirabaru hanabira shizuku wa kurenai
kaketa tsuki yo maware towa no koi wo utsushi
(petals scattering apart, drops are crimson
waning moon going around, reflecting everlasting love)

koyoi wa mou yumeutsutsu
yagate tojita hitomi
(tonight now in a trance
soon eyes closed)

kurui saita yoru ni nemurenu tamashii no senritsu
yami ni ukabu hana wa semetemono hanamuke
(out in the disordered night, melody of the unsleeping souls
the flower floating in the darkness is the sole parting gift)

barabara ni chirabaru hanabira shizuku wa kurenai
kaketa tsuki yo maware towa no koi wo utsushi
(petals scattering apart, drops are crimson
waning moon going around, reflecting everlasting love)

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Sister to sleep- My chemical romance

back into this institution
My way to retribution I
Im putting off this medication, promise I can sleep
Cause i can't ever sleep at night again
This medication takes over, takes over every day.
(words)
Please help
(words)
As I focus my eyes on the ceiling
What did I say?
Well did I say too much, sister to sleep?
I’ll fall awake at night, and I’ll never go to bed.
As I’m sleep walking back into this hell
Since you will always listen, I’m falling again
Stop wasting time on me, cause I’ll just do it again
Back into this institute where (words)
I’ve got to go
For one last time , I kiss your lips again
What do I say?
Well did I say too much, Sister to Sleep?
I’ll fall awake at night, and I’ll never go to sleep
I will take this ferris wheel
And I’m sleep walking right into this hell.
Oh I’m sorry
For the first time
Don’t let me sleep tonight
Keep me awake tonight
Don’t let me sleep tonight
Keep me awake
Well did I say too much, Sister To Sleep
I’ll never go to sleep
And I wont go back to bed
I come closer to your ledge
And I’m sleep walking right into this
Hell