PhoenixQueen
I really don't want to go back to school. gonk Seeing all the people/ teachers/ classes I hate AGAIN!
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Ice-eyed~black-gurl
i know. schools gonna suck more for me though. at least you know which teachers to hate. wink i went to a meeting with one of the many councilers at the school so i could get my schedule. she was pretty cool. she had so many toys in her office, and her desk must plan on being a land fill when it grows up... but it was still pretty cool. im nervous about being around so many black people.(seeing as i've grown up around moslty white people and black people who don't hate white people) i've already been called names because of how i walk. can you believe that??? "look at her. she walkin all like onea them white girls." im not so sure how im gonna make it. my mom keeps telling me that this is the "real world." i don't believe that. i believe that when i left my old home, i entered an alternate dimension where the black people believe that if you talk with proper grammer, use big words, don't dress like ur despreate for a bf, and don't know every word to every rap song ever played on the radio then you're a white girl. my cousins even thought i was a freak for having gay friends. my mom says im not being openminded. once again i disagree. i think she just doesn't understand what im going threw. she knows im having a hard time but she doesn't understand the extent of it. i want to be accepted but when people dis what i like, its a reflex for me to automatically shut them out, shut myself up, and want to leave. i've gotten enough negative vibes from enough people to last me a life time and thats just the way i've been for quite a while. i either shut myself up or get really pissed and then everyone's all like "you have anger issues." or "you don't want to have fun with ne one" or like one of my cousins says "youa lame up urself". i wish you guys were here. i miss ya'll so much. im pretty sure that this year is going to be my worst year and that my "sweet 16" is going to bite wind. maybe people will give me money and i'll get to spend it all in hot topic and that one glass figures store. i could use some new converses too... or i could send you some^.^
well enough of my pitty party. *slaps herself* " you are elasta girl!!! my God, pull yourself together!!!" Edna Mole. you better call me on my b-day. i got a new cell phone thats exactly like the one my baby bro broke. talks to ya laters^.^
Ice-Eyes pirate
well enough of my pitty party. *slaps herself* " you are elasta girl!!! my God, pull yourself together!!!" Edna Mole. you better call me on my b-day. i got a new cell phone thats exactly like the one my baby bro broke. talks to ya laters^.^
Ice-Eyes pirate
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