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Mood: D=< // =(
Song: Paramore - 2004 Demos
Lyrics: User Image

You Swallow Your Pride As Your Left Behind, Counting Stars To Name Your Lies, You Let The Rain Push You Away And Now Your Drowning In The Ways

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You Threw Out The Trust I Put In You

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I Climb, I Slip, I Fall, Reaching For Your Hands But I Lay Here All Alone
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If I Could Find Out How To Make You Listen Now

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Your lies are bleeding through your teeth
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You promises never really meant a thing User Image

Now I just feel horrible. It feels like two of my best friends are against me or something. I don't really know what I did to the them, though! So I was in a crappy mood yesterday; everyone gets that way. One of those people doesn't even really know whats happening!

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Ok, let's say I'm person A. One friend is person B. The other, and my closest friend, is person C. Two other people will be D and E.

A: Can you sit with us [Us-A, B, D, and E] at lunch?
C: Maybe, I kind of wanted to see someone though
A: Oh, ok =/

-Later At Lunch-
C: I'm Here!
A: Hi...
B, D, E: Hi C!

-A Bit Later Into Lunch-
A: *In a crappy mood as is* *Looks at clock, waiting to leave, while eating lunch*
B: *Throwing food at people* *Switches A's food for hers*
A: >.> *Steals back food and returns B's food*

-A Bit Later Into Lunch-
B: *Throws food at A*
A: >.> [Thinking: Well, gee thanks.] *Mentally rolls eyes* *Throws food back* Don't waste the food... [Thinking: There's people suffering and starving in other countries...don't waste food like that...]
B: ...

-After Lunch- [A, B, D, E Have Same Class]
A+D: *Writing Notes To Each Other* [D was just wondering why I seemed mad or whatever, but I just honest didn't feel like smiling]
B+E: *Writing Notes To Each Other*
A: *Accidentally sees other peoples notes* [Thinking: Shoot, I wasn't supposed to see that note!] *Remembers seeing own name on paper* [Thinking: I can't believe they're talking about me. E would never talk badly about anyone...Did I really do something to them? What did I do?]
Teacher: A, please answer the question.
A: Uh, ok... *Flips page back* *Accidentally rips page* o.O
B: >.> *Laughing at me with rest of class*
A: Oops... *Laughing a bit, feeling stupid*
Teacher: *Smiling* Why'd you do that?
A: I don't know! It was an accident! *Goes on to answer question...Answer was only half right*

-A Little Later-
A: *Writes A Note To B Asking If I Could See B+E's note*
B: *Writes: Why?*
A: *Writes: Just Curious ^^;* [*Trying to keep mood light*]
B: *Writes: D=<*
A: *Writes: Sorry*

-End Of Class-
E: You should look in your jacket pocket
A: Why? [Hadn't worn jacket for whole class)
E: We put the note there
A: Oh, ok. Thanks

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I read the note and I felt horrible. They got it all wrong, plus they were mad at me. Well, E wasn't, E would rather have no one fighting.

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-At A Different Class- [A+B Have Same Class]
B: *Hinting A about note in A's jacket pocket*
A: E already told me...
B: Oh

A+B: *Writes Notes About Something, Never Helping The Cause*

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And at one point or another, B told C about what happened, but it's her point of view so C doesn't know my said of the story.

Thanks for listening to...or reading about...my problems. If you are worrying about me in any, thanks for your consideration. Please don't worry too much; this problem are minor compared to past experiences. Please feel free to comment. Advice would be wonderful and greatly appriciated

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