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She fakes a happy smile
Each and everyday
Faking all her happiness
Throwing her life away

She really wants to move on
Forget he was ever there
But she’s drowned within her sorrows
Sinking in despair

She pretends that she can’t hear them
They think she doesn’t know
But she does, and it doesn’t help her
Since she always feels so low

She watches as the tears well up
Then start flowing down her cheeks
She can’t fake happy anymore
She’s been doing this for weeks

Nobody there has noticed
That she really isn’t ok
They probably wouldn’t look for her
If she decided to run away

She might decide to tell someone
She might decide to speak
She needs someone to help her through
She’s starting to feel weak

Maybe she needs to just pretend
That she doesn’t really care
And let it eat her up inside
Carrying on with this nightmare

Maybe she really should fake it
Until her dull life comes to an end
But then what’s the point of living at all
She has no one on which to depend

It isn’t really her fault
That she’s always so depressed
But she’s all alone in this mixed up world
Unloved, unknown, unblessed…