It's just one of those days,
When I'm down on my knees,
I can't look in my mirror.
It's like I have a disease.
I see nothing,
If I'd stop and stare.
I feel nothing,
In the hot sun's glare.
There is no beauty,
In my face,
And in my walk,
There is a lack of grace.
Exhaustion,
Has overcome me,
I am so tired,
I wish I could let it be.
I can't stop,
I am lost in obsession,
It is so bad,
I've gained so much aggression.
I want so much,
And settle for so little,
It's like if you can't have an M&M,
Then settle for a skittle.
How do I explain,
The added frustration,
This want of care,
Of this budding affection.
I gotta be strong,
I know, I try,
But more and more I realize,
That my happiness is a lie!
I can't force the happiness,
I can't fit the tears,
I can fight with a smile,
But I'll still show my fears.
I need to speak,
I need to break free,
But if I do,
I'll be burnt to a degree.
I want to take chances,
To be happy,
But I just so afraid,
Just so sappy!
Easily hurt,
I march on,
Surviving for now...
On my fragile bond..
When I'm down on my knees,
I can't look in my mirror.
It's like I have a disease.
I see nothing,
If I'd stop and stare.
I feel nothing,
In the hot sun's glare.
There is no beauty,
In my face,
And in my walk,
There is a lack of grace.
Exhaustion,
Has overcome me,
I am so tired,
I wish I could let it be.
I can't stop,
I am lost in obsession,
It is so bad,
I've gained so much aggression.
I want so much,
And settle for so little,
It's like if you can't have an M&M,
Then settle for a skittle.
How do I explain,
The added frustration,
This want of care,
Of this budding affection.
I gotta be strong,
I know, I try,
But more and more I realize,
That my happiness is a lie!
I can't force the happiness,
I can't fit the tears,
I can fight with a smile,
But I'll still show my fears.
I need to speak,
I need to break free,
But if I do,
I'll be burnt to a degree.
I want to take chances,
To be happy,
But I just so afraid,
Just so sappy!
Easily hurt,
I march on,
Surviving for now...
On my fragile bond..
