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only when they see me do i want to cry the make me think its like i want to die i know i aint them i know i can laugh arent i human do i lack what do i need just to fit in what do they see when i am in do they not see what they do just for i am diffrent cant they be too. I know that i am alone in this world of dark but i can see one working light what is this light what could it be is it time for me to die or is it time for me to see the things that are there waiting for me. if i can not find what i am looking for if i cant make it to the light what will happen to me when i die will i be back as the rain or the night maybe i can do something something that is right or maybe i will be nothing to them all. all i know is that i am going to fall who or what will fetch me who or what will come to save me. if none save me can i save myself if i leave and you take me will i go back to the ones i left behind will i make it to the end or will i just die like everyone else that will soon make it come.