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Memories
Memories are the one thing that will never die. Even if your body decays and disappears the wonderful memories will never cease.
There are good memories and bad memories. It's so funny though....bad memories are sometimes so much clearer and remembered so much easier. All the feelings come rushing back...and you start to think. Pain in one thing that we will always have in this word. There is no way to magically make it disappear forever. No matter how much we might want it to. Same thing with memories. So many crazy things happened and you just wish you could forget, make it disappear....but life won't let you live that easily. Life is something that was given to us and we only have one life. As well live the best of it. There's no point in holding grudges. Because once you think about it...it's so stupid. For the days, weeks, and months that have passed. There are so many people in this world that i hope to have such a wonderful life. I know I can't do much for the ones I love sometimes, but either way I want to help you. I understand that you might hate me for it, but it's a risk I'm willing to take if it means making you smile just once more. It's all i need in my life. Just to make you happy and i'll go to sleep every night with a smile on my face. But right now...that smile is accompanied by tears. Running slowly down my face wishing that I could do something right. Memories hurt, memories lies, but memories I love, memories I cherish. They make me smile they make me laugh, yet at the same time they bring tears to my eyes...It's so hard to hear you hurt and crying and know that I can't even do anything about it....
Forgive my ways, forgive my worries. I just care about you. I'm sorry if that's so wrong. Please just...just find some way to forgive me.
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