As I lay in silent anguish, the tears falling on my pillow,
I listen to the bittersweet melody that haunts my recent dreams.
As the nether realms of my mind unleash themselves,
I close my eyes and see your face.
I know that no man dares to understand how I feel and
for that I realize there is no realistic remedy for this hurt.
Does my imagination simply exist to satisfy my pain?
I hope that you will be the illumination for the darkness
that slowly consumes me.
Why did you leave me to wither away painfully?
Did you really leave me forever,
or do you really despise me so to watch me crumble away from afar?
You tried to convince me that you were malicious and cold-hearted,
but I never cared to hear the lies you told
to distance yourself from me...for my sake.
I still remember the way you held me securely
in your arms as you sang my lullaby,
the way you smilled that perfect smile that held the
warmth of of a thousand suns.
I remember those things and take comfort in
knowing you were capable of compassion.
As I think of you, I sob my last sob, I shed my last tear,
I draw my last breath, and hope to see you where the rain
never falls...
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