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So worn out...don't know why. Not hungry enough to look for food even though I haven't eaten much of anything. Too tired to seem to walk straight...and although I would not really bother to put this on a pain scale of 1-5, I think I have a very mild/awkward headache. I wonder if it's the combination of mild alcohol, combined with very poor sleep (I just kept waking up last night because my brain refused to stop thinking about anything and everything important or trivial).

It's almost like feeling sick without actually feeling sick, if that makes sense. I get the feeling that this not-so-much-of-a headache might be some sort of sinus congestion, which might also explain the feeling of tired without needing sleep. I'm also pretty sure that I've felt this before, particularly on days where I'm having some really shitty allergies, but it's been a while since I've had any really crappy days. It's giving me the very nostalgic feeling of my (rather miserable) younger years in grade school. I used to feel awkwardly sick all of the time in those days, but it was never something that could keep me from going to school, it would just cloud my thoughts for the longest time so that I couldn't really focus on something when it was important x.x like now, I suppose.

I've also noticed that my temper is a little short, because I just had the urge to slap my sister silly for using that hideous whiny shout she always does when mom is trying to get her to do her homework. The only reason I would give if someone asks would have been something along the lines of: "I can't STAND that sound!" I think beating a near-10-year-old would need a little more justification, whether or not they are very irritating and probably deserve it anyway.

This brings me back to the theory I had earlier about the booze and lack of sound sleep. Am I having a hangover? That would be so ******** up, since I only had two Smirnoff's. Granted, I didn't drink as much water, but still, it's not REALLY a headache. My brain just feels stiff and horribly muddied. My neck is a little sore too, but I sort of do that often when I sleep wrong.

*sigh* Alright, ******** it, it's probably just a combination of everything, or I'm going to wake up sicker than a dog tomorrow *swallows several vitamin C pills*. I really wanted to get my hands on a V8 (like I usually do after drinking), but I only found some Nature Valley bars...also delicious, but not as satisfying.

Besides the two NV bars, all I've had is an egg this morning with a small piece of toast. And that was all between the hours of 8:00 and 11:00, so the craving for V8 has returned with a hint of ferocity. I'm trying to ignore it by posting...

*growl*

Oh yeah, I think it's working.

*Groooooooooowl*

Shut up, dammit! I already told you, I can't find any of the good stuff! Go back to sleep like the rest of my body and react slowly so that I can't deflect a slow-pitched tennis ball!

...*growl*

God dammit.